This is the year where everything will become mine. I have had such a rough decade. I can't worry about being happy because of a man. I can't worry about what others think about me. I can only be concerned about loving myself and making the most of things.
I am starting a modified WW plan on Wed and focus hardcore starting Monday. That way I can save points for the weekends. I also HAVE to start exercising again. I have a week off so I can get adjusted to my new lifestyle. It's going to start with a massive room clean out. I am actually really excited about it. I never thought i could be excited about something like that. I need to set my goals so I can have something to look forward to. I want to be down 30 pounds by my birthday! I want to shed a pound for every year I have been here. It would be even better if I could be down 50, but I want realistic expectations.
I am going to made spiritual changes, too. I think this new calling will help me a lot. I HAVE to say my prayers more and HAVE to read my scriptures more. I can't do this alone. I have amazing tools at my disposal and I need to use them. I have two sisters that can help me SO much. Most importantly, I have Heavenly Father to help me. I am going to make a schedule, too. I always seem to do things so much easier and more successfully with a schedule. Plus, with this upcoming semester, I am going to need all of the help I can get.
I want to learn to truly love myself this year. I want to not be lazy. I want to be the most amazing person that I can be.
I am a beautiful woman, who is a daughter of my Heavenly Father. I want him to be proud of me, not tolerant of me.
It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me...
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