Ugh. I feel gross right now. I think I spoke too soon about my Metformin not making me sick. I don't think I ate very well today. It wasn't that I ate bad, but I think I just ate weird. I also just did something that I try not to do: test my blood sugar 2 hours after i eat. It actually wasn't a full 2 hours, but it was close enough. I got scared when I saw the number: 198. I just have this love/hate relationship with food. My blood sugar was 119 before I ate dinner. I exercised right after I ate tonight. I can't even blame my emotions on my blood sugar because I am not upset about anything. All I can do is just know that chicken nuggets and chili are a bad choice for me to eat from Wendy's. Sure, the point value isn't that bad, but is it worth me feeling like poop? I don't think so. I really feel awful. I was going to try and read for a little while, but I feel like I just need to rest and watch a little One Tree Hill.

Why can't I be one of those people that can just eat ice cream and nothing happen to them?