We went to the mall today because I had a coupon that I needed to use at Lane Bryant before it expired. I thought I could find some new work pants. That didn't work. I can wear a smaller size, but they were so tight and they looked really bad on me. I ended up buying 2 pairs of jeans and a shirt. I didn't try on the jeans because I figured that it was my normal size and I could wear them. Yeah, these aren't made like my other jeans and therefore, they wouldn't even button. It was so disheartening. I had noticed lately that I had started to put on a few pounds here and there, but it was not a reality until tonight.
I have been really sick the past few days and it has been so hard for me to do much of anything. This sinus infection just really took a toll on me. I decided that I would go for a walk. I took a 30 minute walk and felt a lot better. It just sucks that I have to go buy a new pair of earphones tomorrow at best buy. I am missing my good skullcandy ones. I have no idea where they could possibly be. I used my ones that are missing the squishy ear part, but that was uncomfy so I will buy a new pair tomorrow.
I also think that I am going to start bringing my gym clothes with me to work. That way I can head to the gym whenever I get off. I also am going to try and go to bed earlier and not sleep in as late.
I am starting back on WW this week. I have decided to not eat after a certain time and I am going to bring food with me to work so I don't have to buy the crap we sell. Time to lay off the soda and bring on the water!
Brooke and I have a contract that I am going to work on tomorrow. I am also going to come up with a reward system for myself. I need to make it work this time. I cannot spend my 30s like I did my 20s. I also need to lose weight for Rita's wedding. I NEED that bridesmaid's dress to look good on me.
So, day one begins with me!
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